Chapter one: Drop all shields and dive into the light

I know somehow things turn out for the better.. I just have to concentrate strong enough to actually see how things will go, as long as I keep hope in my heart, close to the part that i’ve freshly given away to you. My hope lies near you.. Near the place half of my heart used to be. And what’s beautiful about hope is that if you have it, you have no ideea how you’re gonna get there. You have absolutley no clue what you’re gonna do next, just that, somehow, some day things will get to the point you’re expecting. I found you. My hope. And now I can start to see the future again. Or at least strive and run towards something. I have a target. I have a objective. And its loud, clear and well-defined in my heart and in my head. Thank you for the warmth in your heart, the hope I sense in you, and for all of the moment I am about to spend with you. You are my hope, and I need you. I need you, as I need to believe in you, and our feelings. I need to be your back armor and you breastplate. I need you whole and only you… to build and enjoy everything I have and will have, together with you. You gave me the sense of hope and faith. To have faith in someone. To believe in someone once again, as strong as some believe god exist. And it doesn’t matter how you try and hide behind walls of armor plating, or fears and doubts, because I am piercing your core as we speak. I sense your inner self. I believe in you so much that I can see right past all your defenses. Nothing and nobody can prove me otherwise. And I know it scares you.. But don’t fear it. I will always be there to protect you. Always. Lean on me, cry to me, and scream at me, and you’ll still have me whole. And I don’t even need to think about it twice. My arms are reaching for you always. And you belong here.. I feel it. I …. know it, I need it just as much as you do. This is me, and I belong to you. Whole.. without fear, with only hope and myself as you see me. And I give half of my heart to you, as a keepsake of my promise to you. You may do with it as you wish. And to think you can’t even imagine how fast I found out I belong here, with you. You’re in this moment, and this moment belongs to you entirely, eternally. My lady. Your knight.